Had
a little getaway last weekend with my Friday off, down to northern New Mexico. My
stated goal was to visit the Abiquiu home of Georgia O’Keeffe and spend a few
minutes among her things, her space; to breathe that air and feel that light
upon my skin. It’s not that I’m a huge O’Keeffe fan, although what’s not to
like? But I like her era, the aesthetic, the value placed on truth, beauty, and
a place in space. She so embodies this corner of the world that it is a rich feeling
to inhabit that world however briefly. Then I went to her museum in Santa Fe to
walk among the gifts she left behind.
I
also revisited a place and time of my own past, from nearly 20 years ago when I
was trying to make sense of art and life. I always come back to something Anne
Morrow Lindbergh wrote as she was trying to meet the demands of flight,
navigation, motherhood, and writing: “Living is a more important art than any
other.” I’ve taken comfort in that thought over the years as I’ve failed in art
but succeeded greatly in my own odd way at life.
In
1993 I visited a friend in Taos and we climbed this funny little three-eared
mountain out on the mesa. My friend had immortalized in photos and books the
mesa, the stock ponds, the lichen-covered rock, and the mountain, Tres Orejas.
In my week there we visited the stock pond, stole—stole!!—the lichen-covered
rock (I should be famous in certain circles for that act alone, but the act
went undocumented for fear that someone [who, pray tell!] should bring a
federal case against the famous author), and we climbed Tres Orejas. We bumped
along the bad road in his old pick-up, rattletrap is the word he likes, until
we could drive no further. We continued on foot along around to the backside of
the mountain and began our ascent of the middle ear.
Tres
Orejas is not a mountain as much as it is a semi-structured pile of rocks. I
will quote Hemingway talking about bulls now because in my imagination it is
relevant, and I’ve always enjoyed Hemingway as has my Taoseno friend.
“They’ve
got bananas for horns,” said the critic.
“You
call them bananas?” asked Romero. He turned to me and smiled. “You wouldn’t call them bananas.”
“No,”
I said. “They’re horns all right.”
“They’re
very short,” said Pedro Romero. “Very, very short. Still, they aren’t bananas.”
Tres
Orejas is not tall, but it is not bananas. The lack of trail and the stony rockiness
of it make it not bananas.
I
believe this was my first mountain and it’s kind of interesting to revisit it
now. For not being a very big mountain, I don’t suppose it’s more than a
thousand feet up, the view is stunning. The Carson Mesa below has been
developed with off-the-grid houses in the past decades, but it still looks
wild. The slope of the hill hides the big settlement to the northeast.
I
think, on reflection, that this is where I fell in love with ravens and
mountains and the west. In 1993 we watched a pair of ravens playing in the
thermals at just about our altitude. They actually performed synchronized
barrel rolls. Today I watched a hawk on the thermal, silhouetted, perfectly
still on the air.
It’s
kind of a harrowing trip to the mountain. Despite the housing development, the
road to Tres Orejas is as frightful as it was in ‘93. My thought as I neared
pavement at the end was this: Happy to report that the Carson Mesa is still
nearly impassable; a Subaru and a case of idiocy, however, can apparently get
you through. I approached from the south and drove a rocky road up the south
flank. I finally could stomach no more of the road and gave the car a break at
what looked like a likely approach to the south ear. I followed a faint
wood-gathering road partway up and then simply bushwhacked/rockwhacked my way
to the point of the south ear. The point was too much of a real rock climb for
me to feel comfortable doing alone. Well, I was sorry the whole way that I was
stupid enough to be there alone. Probably not safe, but I comforted myself with
my excellent cell phone reception (warning bells should be going off in your
mind right now). I carefully picked my way around the south ear, alert for
rattlers, making all kinds of sounds to frighten them off. Gazed across the saddle at the middle ear and
decided that I’d come that far may as well continue. I knew the middle ear was
accessible as I had been there before. Yes, I was 24 then, but I was also a
sea-level smoker. I’m so much more kick-ass now.
Achieved
the middle ear with little fanfare. Stayed long enough to enjoy the view, the wind,
the lichens on the rocks, the peace that comes arriving on top of a mountain.
Exquisite. Even as I feared making my now-tired legs go back down those rocks.
Fortunately, one of the benefits of age is knowing things like this: nothing
like good boots, good tires, and slippery-butt double-walled pants to get the
adventurer out of a pickle.
Driving
out from Tres Orejas to the north/northeast the roads are equal crap the whole
way, but not without karmic comic relief. I was picking along a section of not
rocky but rutted road, and was thinking to myself that when it rains the road
must really gum up, out here across the Carson Mesa. Then I came around a bend
face to face with a late-model Toyota truck…and the universe smiled. All those
years of driving the Jeep and getting out of people’s ways even when it wasn’t
my responsibility and it wasn’t even maybe easier for me, it all just paid off.
The guy without hesitation climbed the bank in his Toyota pick-up truck and let
me drive by. I laughed and waved and thought, there is goodness in the world.
Upon
achieving pavement, I remembered the treat in the cooler. A long-standing
tradition of my Taoseno friend was to have treats in the cooler for post-hike
reward. Cheese sammie, beer, vodka, whatever. My first summer as a westerner at
Bryce Canyon, I carried a cooler in my old F250 stocked with squirt soda for my
post-hike treat. I’d forgotten about such luxuries, but in honor of old times,
I’d picked up an orange Fanta and stashed it in the cooler. I suppose it was my
car that really deserved the treat, but dang! I enjoyed that cold orange soda.
Drove
over the Rio Grande on the high bridge and south toward town to buy a chili
ristra for culinary and decorative enrichment. Ay Juanito! The Chamisaville
north/south still sucks eggs. Ristra in tow, sagebrush extracted from under the
car, I pointed north and promised myself next time I would spend a little
longer.
Coda
Had
lunch in Santa Fe with a young woman I knew from the Owens Valley. She is
getting a Masters in East Asia studies, which includes learning Sanskrit. She
talked about being at a time in her life when she feels compelled to say yes to
all things life offers. The photo postcard I bought of O’Keeffe grinning
brightly as she hitches a ride on the back of a young man’s motorcycle says it
all: Because I want to!